IT IS TIME TO TAKE A RISK

In 4 months I will be giving my two weeks notice at my job. Now I know people leave their jobs all the time but you see I will be self employeed. I will let you guys know what it is later, yes it has to do with writing. I am always telling others to have faith and just do it, now its time for me to practice what I preach. Dont worry guys I do have a plan. What a testimony its going to be when things work out.
DREAMS DO COME TRUE/ BUT WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO




　

CRY ME A RIVER

So the guy I used to date called me last night to check up on me. I told him I was fine and I hope he was doing well. He said he was making it the best he could...... Hmmmm, when we were seeing each other he said he wanted to date without us being a "couple" and that he would understand if I wanted to end it. I ended it and I must say it was so hurtful to do so, but i could not waste my time with someone who refused to put me first. If you dont see yourself as number 1 than how can you expect anyone else too.
DREAMS DO COME TRUE/ BUT WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO?

KIM KARDASHIAN WENT FROM NEGATIVE TO POSITIVE

　

I was surfing the web the other day and came across a article on kim kardashian, it seemed the comments under the article was so unforgiving and mean spirited. People kept talking about the sex tape and the fact that she does not have a talent. Say what you want about kim she has taken a negative time in her life and turned it positive. I realize that alot of people are not big fans of hers but we all have things in our life that we are not proud of, the only difference is that the whole world can't see our mistakes. So no matter how badly people may judge and talk about you, keep going toward the direction in being the best you that you can be.
DREAMS DO COME TRUE/ BUT WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO?

CONFUSING LOVE AND LUST

　

YES! I am guilty of this, thinking that you are so much in love but then when it all fizzles you realize you were just lusting after his or her touch. What a mind game it plays on you. Love is a feeling within without having to have the physical feeling. Lust....{jackie is breathing heavy at this point ...lol} lust is all about feel me, feel me, feel me! You yearn so strongly for that feeling that it tricks you into thinking its coming from a deep place, oh its coming from a deep place alright but that place isn't the heart ..lol. What do you guys and girls think?
DREAMS DO COME TRUE/ BUT WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO?

KILL THEM WITH KINDNESS OR TELL THEM OFF

I believe doing the opposite of what a jerk expects is much more affective. If you get all upset and mad, you are actually giving them what they want and that is to ruin your day. So smile harder, laugh louder and be kinder. You just showed them that their misery will not affect your day. xoxo
DREAMS DO COME TRUE/ BUT WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO?

DONT BE A FOLLOWER

I refuse to follow anyone, if i make a mistake or fail it will be because it was my decision to go that way. Some people will wait to see what everyone else is doing before they make their move and if something is hot at the moment then everyone one flocks to it and copies. I'm good on copying, if everyone in the room is wearing a red shirt than you can best believe i'm going to walk in that room with a bright green shirt with my head up high and a smile on my face. Have a wonderful day:)
DREAMS DO COME TRUE/ BUT WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO?

DONT WASTE YOUR TIME

Its not easy to be focused when life hits you with crazy situations. I recently had to end a relationship with a guy that basically wanted to have his cake and eat it too. We were seeing each other for about 8 months, he said he wasn't ready for anything other than friends. So I tried to go with the flow and keep everything on a friend basis but that was hard because he was with me almost everyday acting like a couple. His excuse was that he was coming out of a relationship and wasn't ready. Well the truth really was that he was seeing his ex girlfriend still and couldn't let go. I blame myself because i knew that he wasn't being truthful but i thought i could change him. Dont waste your time trying to change someone into what you want them to be, it is what it is. Life is to short, that time that i wasted could have went on my grind and focus.
DREAMS DO COME TRUE/ BUT WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO?